There’s an innocence I miss in people. I miss being able to spend all my time with someone and never question a word they say. Because at that moment in time, our minds hadn’t been infiltrated and inundated with thoughts of impurities. A child’s mind is the most beautiful and ethereal thing. I miss when things were new and unexplored, I miss youth and being only burdened by the decline of the sun in the west. I want something different than this. I can sit around and point out other peoples character defects, or the things that will hinder them in the long run. I have seen people from every walk of life, but through it all, I am learning more and more about myself. I’m learning what I need and what I want. I have been through enough bad things in my life to already be to a point where I want to settle down, so let’s cut all the bullshit please. I see right through you. I see right through this. I am a war of heart and mind. I want what’s with you, but I don’t want either of us to be unhappy.

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